I'm so glad the week has come to an end. Its been such a challenge waking up each day, and I barely survived. The weekend isn't exactly going to be any less busy with a deadline each day(set by the projgroup, but which nevertheless have to be adhered to), but at least I'm going to get some release at taboo night at mich's place and over the movie with xp on saturday. I'm looking forward to it so much!

Shee says we're acting like we're still on exchange. And I totally agree, I've been playing far too hard and studying far too little. I wish I could excuse myself out of all the work. Like Calvin says

"Why should I have to work for everything? Its like saying I don't deserve it."

Alright, I wouldn't be so narcissistic as to say that, but I wish it were true! How I wish I didn't have to work for anything. I wish good grades grew on trees! And knowledge could be ingested like food. I know I sound lazy, and in fact I think I AM lazy. I make no excuses for my laziness. ok no wait, let me try. I am lazy because I have no motivation. And I have no motivation because I am not interested. Why am I so disinterested in the things which people deem matter and so uselessly interested in the things people think useless. bleahs. see, I'm doing a useless thing like blog. I must stop blogging, until someone tells me how useful an activity like blogging is.

I'm going to do something useful now. like read the world news. bleah.