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Thursday, September 23, 2004
11:04 PM i don't think a lot. maybe that's why i am so fickle-minded. can't make my own decisions and can harldy stick to them after they're made. i mean, most of what i've done in my entire life has been in halves and quarters. its just chips and bits, never a full masterpiece fit for showcasing. i only end up thinking when people say things and discuss stuff like where do you imagine yourself to be say 10 years or 20 years down the road? then my brain juices start churning, hoping my bird brain's not that useless. hopefully i can formulate some thoughts of my own. but its just so hard to think. then i indulge myself in escapism. i run away from difficult things so its no wonder i've never had a real success in my life. i'm probably too sheltered for my own good. even thoughts have been thought out for me. i just take instructions and follow the rule of the book. okay i may seem like a sensible daughter. or so i thought myself to be. i don't cause much trouble but i hardly think of myself as a daughter my parent's would be proud of and happy to brag about(although i don't think they'd ever engage in such banter). i mean, my life just seems so overly ordinary. nothing big ever happens, both bad big things and good big things, if you know what i mean. anyhow, i really need to sit down and plan my life. answer questions that i've tried to solve before but have left hanging time and again. time for R&R, rest and reflect. maybe "The Five People You Meet In Heaven" that jing lent me might help a little. Thanks gurrl. I'll return u ur treasure in pristine condition i promise. 0 comments |
ely belly Welcome to the drunk mootoo tiger's blog. This is the blog of a nonsensical 22 year-old. All posts are true accounts of misadventures in my life. misadventurer
I'm a shopaholic, a chocoholic, an alcoholic, a clubbaholic, an eataholic, a music junkie, a traveler.
I love crying in the movies, love cookies and popcorn, love lazing at home and love making people laugh.
I'm addicted to Johnson's Baby lotion, to my mom's cooking and to sinful desserts.
I cannot multi-task, I cannot drive, and I'm afraid of heights but I enjoy rollercoasters.
I like to be around people with whom I don't have to care if they think I'm crazy drinking bak kut teh from a straw.
I've never taken the reverse bungee, never been to the US, and never dyed my hair pink.
And I want to go on an misadventure once in my life.
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