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Thursday, April 22, 2004
desperate. need time to pause.
9:12 PM yea, i'm really lagging like crazy. it's just so disorienting..i really haven't been coping with so much on my hand..trainings 4x a week, lessons and all the tonnes of work, s paper lectures and all...and plus i've been slacking so much the first few mths, thinking i'll just start mugging after maybe march hols or smth. now its way past the march hols, but i'm behind time so much that it seems impossible to ever catch up..with all the mountains of physics notes and even more piling up each week..guess i just suck at prioritising...and even though i am supposed to have no life at all with the multitude of tasks i'm taking up, i'm just not working as hard as i should have, given that i'm someone who needs to work hard to get my results...got lectured and nagged at a few times by mom...which she usually doesn't do..feeling the stress now but i just can't pull myself together and get back into sync with the pattern i followed last year..its almost like i've lost all my determination in life...taking on too slack an attitude for my own good. what mom said was kinda right...most of ur friends take 3 subs...you take 6...so you should be spending twice as much time on work as them...plus kayaking and all my time is gone...gonna train myself to endure less sleep gradually...so i can study late into the night without affecting my attention the next day..hopefully my body will slowly adjust itself...need it to...things just aren't going the right way now.. anyway i'm just gonna go for gary chan's tuition...hope it'll help me though i don't really want to put any kinda or financial burden on my parents...200 bucks a mth may seem like peanuts compared to other tuitions other peeps are taking but in the long term, it can really add up to quite a lot...7 months till december...which will probably cost around 1600 more...i can buy so much with this money...i'm just gonna make full use of the tuition...and somebody please hold me true to my word. seems like i'm so fickle and easily swayed that i need the pressure and constant watch of someone else to help me stick to my word...sigh...things are really in the dumps man...gotta pick up the pace alr...k gotta go now. ciao 0 comments |
ely belly Welcome to the drunk mootoo tiger's blog. This is the blog of a nonsensical 22 year-old. All posts are true accounts of misadventures in my life. misadventurer
I'm a shopaholic, a chocoholic, an alcoholic, a clubbaholic, an eataholic, a music junkie, a traveler.
I love crying in the movies, love cookies and popcorn, love lazing at home and love making people laugh.
I'm addicted to Johnson's Baby lotion, to my mom's cooking and to sinful desserts.
I cannot multi-task, I cannot drive, and I'm afraid of heights but I enjoy rollercoasters.
I like to be around people with whom I don't have to care if they think I'm crazy drinking bak kut teh from a straw.
I've never taken the reverse bungee, never been to the US, and never dyed my hair pink.
And I want to go on an misadventure once in my life.
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