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Wednesday, February 25, 2004
::i am 18 by usual standards::
12:13 AM so by the strike of the clock i turn 18, one yr older than i was the whole past year. it feels kinda surreal that one can actually turn into a young adult just like that.anyway something's different about this year's birthday in that i've been living from day to day for the past 2 months or so...and today is no exception. I wasn't exactly looking forward to turning 18..like i've said many times, i prefer being 17, can't explain why..was chatting with pok online earlier on and kinda found out that jess and her went out to get me my present today...got me all excited and high about tmr...then afterwards it was kinda back to normal huh...sufian msged me to wish me happy birthday...sweet guy..didn't expect him to remember..was pleasantly surprised anyway. well then i went off to watch smallville from 10 to 11 which brings me to point that makes me kinda pissed with myself...not a good start for being 18 huh...so while i was watching tv, he msged me at ard 10.20..just a casual greeting, asking me what i was doin...obviously i didn't get it. Then at ard 10.45 he called. once again i had no idea, till after the whole show. msged back,asked him if he called n all...hoping he'd call again. well of cause he didn't, cos it was really late already and he was probably really exhausted from the training.so he just msged back to wish me happy birthday, together with some best wishes...i replied...but he'd prob fallen asleep. so yea. stupid me. i can't help thinking why hadn't i gone upstairs to get my phone...sigh...there're so many what ifs eh...was so pissed i wanted to punch myself or smth...hee...well i'm kinda puzzled about what i feel really. i kinda treat him like a buddy now but then i was so anxious to see if he'd remember it was my birthday.. sigh...it's getting kinda complex...n weird for me.. kk shall be looking forward to tmr...but not the turning 18 part...cos i'm still gonna act like a kid...=D i am a kid...hee...kk i'll see all of you guys tmr! have a great night! 0 comments |
ely belly Welcome to the drunk mootoo tiger's blog. This is the blog of a nonsensical 22 year-old. All posts are true accounts of misadventures in my life. misadventurer
I'm a shopaholic, a chocoholic, an alcoholic, a clubbaholic, an eataholic, a music junkie, a traveler.
I love crying in the movies, love cookies and popcorn, love lazing at home and love making people laugh.
I'm addicted to Johnson's Baby lotion, to my mom's cooking and to sinful desserts.
I cannot multi-task, I cannot drive, and I'm afraid of heights but I enjoy rollercoasters.
I like to be around people with whom I don't have to care if they think I'm crazy drinking bak kut teh from a straw.
I've never taken the reverse bungee, never been to the US, and never dyed my hair pink.
And I want to go on an misadventure once in my life.
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