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Monday, October 20, 2003
10:42 PM i had to blog this despite me being zonked out supposed to be completing maths now but i'm bushed. didn't expect myself to feel this way again and it feels absolutely foolish but this stupid infatuation is going too far. it dawned upon me some time ago but i just got reawakened to my senses. read someone's blog that mentioned elfie. mentioned that he wanted to take a photo with a certain girl on the day of the farewell assembly. seemed like he had a crush on her or something that very moment i read it i felt nothing then the feeling slowly seeped in, me unconscious of it i just couldn't stop browsing thru the archives searching for his name. when i eventually got hold of myself, and tried to return to maths i was too distracted to carry on. i just lay on my bed and msged aimee. couldn't help wat i was feeling.i guess i was dreaming i feel helpless. i want to stop this phase that aimee advised would simple fade away with time i want it to stop right now. it felt like it went away today, cos i was too busy in school and too preoccupied with getting back the exam papers and then i got home and my thoughts begun to wander i can't help it. i know it's a natural phase yet i can't stop myself from feeling silly afterall, what do i noe abt him? zilch and here i am going gaga all i see is the shallowness in this emotion that i feel hate that it's happening to me feeling lost throwing myself under the covers now gonna sleep away this emotion keep the mind from wandering just rest 0 comments |
ely belly Welcome to the drunk mootoo tiger's blog. This is the blog of a nonsensical 22 year-old. All posts are true accounts of misadventures in my life. misadventurer
I'm a shopaholic, a chocoholic, an alcoholic, a clubbaholic, an eataholic, a music junkie, a traveler.
I love crying in the movies, love cookies and popcorn, love lazing at home and love making people laugh.
I'm addicted to Johnson's Baby lotion, to my mom's cooking and to sinful desserts.
I cannot multi-task, I cannot drive, and I'm afraid of heights but I enjoy rollercoasters.
I like to be around people with whom I don't have to care if they think I'm crazy drinking bak kut teh from a straw.
I've never taken the reverse bungee, never been to the US, and never dyed my hair pink.
And I want to go on an misadventure once in my life.
the grand plan May - Scuba Diving with MichnFriends in M'sia! *hurrayy we're reeally going! :)* her heart's desire Sony Ericsson s500i The Europe Trip Once More An Australian Adventure SHOUTOUT the friends ♥ x for xine ♥ ♥ pepper ♥ ♥ chengwei ♥ ♥ Chris&Jing in India ♥ ♥ 1 to 100 ♥ ♥ aimee ♥ ♥ shuxin ♥ ♥ vince ♥ ♥ unkle nick ♥ ♥ adeline ♥ ♥ mootsdarling shee ♥ ♥ shingy ♥ ♥ pang ♥ ♥ isabel ♥ ♥ samuel ♥ ♥ jeff ♥ ♥ junhao ♥ ♥ david ♥ ♥ adrian bek ♥ ♥ qiaomei ♥ ♥ timo ♥ ♥ chingyan ♥ ♥ sarah ♥ ♥ melvin ♥ ♥ weiwen ♥ ♥ reina ♥ ♥ lionel ♥ ♥ jiayi ♥ ♥ shunzhang ♥ ♥ allan in suzhou♥ ♥ the one who wants to be known as 'peacefool' ♥ ♥ hall5 ♥ ♥ travel pictures ♥ ♥ Destination Europe ♥ music junkie
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